Silent Wails Poem by yabadabadoo

You see me smile gladly,
While inside i am crying sadly.

You feel me hug you tight,
While my whole life is a constant fight.

As I dance you smell my sweat,
But I am always jumping without a net.

You hear me laugh gleefully,
Little do you know that i would kill myself freely.

You see my sparkling eyes,
Not showing my life filled with lies.

But when I'm at home,
And all alone,

When the Tears invade,
I consult with the blade.

An old friend,
Who will be their in the end.

My scars tell tales,
Of all my silent wails.

And of my tears,
Unheard by human ears.

Every time i scream,
Some hope i try to redeem.

But instead i fall for ever,
Cease i will never.