Cassanya Anderson


~Sick of Crazy~


Day One- I am sitting here happy...
Day Two- I might be sad...
Day Three- I could be angry or peaceful that depends on the counsellor I had...
Day Four- I could be feeling nothing which is quite normal for me...
Day Five- I’m going crazy, but no one ever notices me...
Day Six- I’m fixing myself and also everything else too...
Day Seven- I’m remembering that no one else is ever as messed up as you...

I survived my whole life this crazy insane way.~
Listening to what everyone else has to say.~

One major thing I forgot to do on my agenda was pray! !

Life got too hard for me so I planned an accident something big you know a scandal~

The first attempt didn’t get the attention I thought I required, so a jump would surely show them that I have blew completely off the handle....

I feel at times like I am back at square one.~
I feeling like screaming, crying and yelling at my evil- self ~
I really want to run.~

I want to hide back in that place that I almost was....
The place where the normal people cannot get me anymore and all I can feel is warm fuzz....

I’m sick of diagnoses....
I’m freaking sick of doctors...

I’m sick of being sick!
I’m sick of being scared!
I’m sick of pretty much everything that should have just been FAIR.~


I’m sick of being bi-polar~
I’m sick of being depressed~
I’m sick of ADHD, ANXIETY, OCD, ODD and all of the rest....

I’m sick of doctors trying to tell me who I am, my life no more will be a med changing test~!

I am me this is who I am...
I might be crazy, or a little off the wall. ~
I might want to cry and curl up in a ball.~

No more diagnoses! Nope, Not for me!

I am happy and content with letting the real inside me flow free.
Not what me the doctor of the week thinks the world should see.

Submitted: Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Edited: Wednesday, October 19, 2011

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