#*#*excited*#*# Poem by Cassanya Anderson

Excited, Ecstatic, Happy, Amazed.

Two very different worlds collided and are now changing in many positive ways.
Our two beautiful families are no longer walking around in a haze.

All the feelings inside feel impeccably right. The kids must be feeling it too because none of the nine seem to be putting up any kind of a fight.

Both families seemed to connect together like a puzzle that was just missing a piece or two.

We are no longer one of the crazies, you know the broken puzzles that you need to do cut and fold. We are no long a family that needs material things in order to hold.

We fit together like a glove using nothing at all but love. No cutting or folding or anything that might undo. We fit together like a foot in a worn in old shoe.

There is not a single person or family member that is saying WHOA STOP don’t do something you might regret, not a heart has those feelings or anything to fret.

All this time we were waiting playing life’s game. There were some ups, some downs, some smiles turned into frowns we patiently waited and kept waiting to get precisely to this spot I think!

It feels so exhilarating, like the relief you get when you finally find and fix that drip, drip, drip on of that annoying leaking sink.

We always in the past gave with all that we could. Even at times we knew that we probably never have should. We knew we were worth it deep inside, but for reasons unknown we tried to hide.




I feel peace, acceptance, serenity and a deep calming with- in.
All the things blessed families get when they know that they have each other and now we win!

We can all sleep soundly at night.
Knowing that the path we were on lead us to the here and the now and it was immaculately right.

It kept us growing, leading, and bettering so far.
I have absolute faith that he has his eye on us from his bright burning star.

No more worries no more fears, only happy memories making years.

I know that there will still be sometimes we may still shed tears, but that’s only proof a gentle reminder to deal with emotions when they are in the here and now.

Don’t try and deal with emotions by saying they are not there. Don’t blankly look and say there not there. Emotions sit and fester, boil and stew.

They sit till the time you least expect them to.

One at a time is the right way to go, feel joy and sadness embrace the rest let it show.

Don’t take it all at once you need not be ashamed, embarrassed be proud that you can feel something most of the real world doesn’t really know.

The difference with what is now then what’s was before is the unconditional love between us is so strong neither of us could ever imagine shutting the door.

The door to our hearts will be open wide for our families to expand and grow.
Only God will truly know what an amazing future our miraculous new family is about to forgo