Seeking 'It'... Poem by Sapna Goel

What is it that I long for?

What is it I seek?

Name and Fame I am shy of

Money and power I don't need..

Yet there is something just outside my grasp

Something that I want for..

But just cant seem to clasp

I know when I have "it"

I will be more complete

But what that "it" is

I just don't understand

Is it possible to find "it"?

When I don't even know, its name

How long will ‘it' elude me

I am tiring of this game…

My words just pour out and

I watch them mesmerized

somewhere, somehow, sometime

I am bound to realize..

what is it I long for

What is it I seek..

I wish someone would tell me

Does "it" even exist?