Sad Life Poem by debbie gregory

Im a pitiful mess
just to rot and die is my disire
understanding and love is what I require
to turn my back and walk away
What's that I LOVE YOU did you say
you need me and want me and love me so much
but your heart and soul I can not touch
Your mouth is moving and words are being said
I hear them not from your heart but from your head
do you realy believe what you are saying
or me to believe is what you are preying
I hear the talk but not much is being said
If only it came from the heart and not the head
Once I was happy and as rich as can be
three beutiful soals god did send to me

To care for and love all of their lives
I knew they were sent to help me servive
time has a way of making its mark
and now my sunny days are turning to dark
the strength I once had and my zest for life
has been cut from my heart with the sharpest of knife

I always thought life was worth living
now all I feel is im the only one giving
Im always there when ever they call
when my help is needed Im glad to give it
with out question I'll do it and more if need be it
so why can't they see my suffering and pain
When Im crying inside
' HELP I'M GOING INSANE
slowly but surely lifes fires going out
the edge is so close
I'll jump theres no dout
understanding and lovr is what is needed
I have so much Ineed to say
I just can't find anyone to give me the time of day

To find someone ot listen and know how I feel
just to talk to someone would help me heal

Self pity and low esteme has caused me to write
BUT dont worry cause tonight maybe the night.....