Revenge Poem by Maria Sudibyo

oh, better drink with me
as I watch you silently like delicious prey
there is no bed of roses, only burning black field
there is no blue sky, only poisonous smoke
this is not kid's toy
only the blind monster that starts to grow
it's like love, the way to live
but there's no happiness, only destruction
I don't want a sudden end
you must suffer more than the pain you give to me
when everything's done, I'm no longer a soul
you have crack my fate, I'm throwing to be death
I want revenge, I have a claim to your breath
this is not for justice, this is not a beautiful dream
I won't give any kindness accidentally
only vengeance won this game
there's a shadow that shade my heart
it won't be free even you're gone
there's only nightmare, don't hope more happen than that
I'm cursed to hate you forever
if you like me that way