Trying to find the emotion underneath my words in a forgotten love song.
I wrote for myself in the heated moment when I loved myself.
The dying destinies rebuke me for so long, that's what the words now say in the song.
I try to stop myself fighting wars with my flaws.
I ignore the heavy thoughts peeping through my cold hearted doors.
I grew phobias from a seed, that's been embedded in my brain.
A bunch of angry, peaceful voices I had to contain.
Scared to even breathe at night in the forgotten sight.
Restrained my purified heart because they might give in and bite.
Wondering eyes, and pinned up ears I wonder why I can't sleep until I've faced my fears.
I don't know anyone apart from my shadowed peers.
A warm blanket is cold against my skin.
So I hug, no-one, just incase my heart finally lets you in.
I'm left dumb by un-coding expressions from a smile-less painting. It's an image, my soul created but later dismissed anything it ever created.
I stay opposed with my innocence never exposed.
My conscience say's, Love always misses you when you rub shoulders with hate.
I say back 'where was the love when I was hurt by fate'
I want to know why the dying rebuking destinies can't show me lost love from my song.
My heart swears we haven't put a foot wrong.
All they said was read it as a poem and don't sing it as a song
And who do I belong.
A thought isn't a thought without it being spiritually taught.
My fists I used to fight wars, the pain wasn't brought.
I tried to turn my heart the other way round, to block against the pain ever being brought. Sarcasm is my only defend.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem