Persuite Of Suicide Poem by victoria mbali

Pursuit of suicide
Give me a rope and shall perform
Give me a gun with no doubt I will do
Guts i have... to stand in front of a train
Guts i have... to stand on a free way
Guts i have... now if no one was here
The mission to pursuit of suicide would be complete
Am no god but sometimes I think and wonder
god gave us this powerful tool
Called brain
Would he punish me for using it?
Because right now my brain says /screams pursuit your mission
I used to wonder y people pursuit this
Now i know
I used to wonder what kind of a person would even think of this
Now i know
Sounds like a song, right
But come so close to this idea
Song it does not sound like
My life is hanging by a thread
I feel