Pains My Only Emotion Poem by Abby Belmont

I cut my wrists to forget the pain
I live my life everyday in vain
Sometimes my life is that of a crazy train
Or im just left out in the rain

I let the pain over take me
Carve into my arm 'let me be'
But i hide it so nobody can see
Everynight i wish upon a star to be free

The sad thing is i cant get outta here
And losing you is what i fear
Blood falls to the floor along with a tear
Im so emo ima cut myself on this can of beer

Nothing good ever happens in my life, ever
All i get is pain forever
You feel like your return will be never
Cant stand this damn emo fever

I guess i should just die
And act like i never did try
Cuz when i do i think why?
When all ima get out of it is layin in bed and cry