Pain Of Doubt (Japanese Edit) [lyrics Not Poem] Poem by Skye Masen

I don't like to express my feelings much [Whisper (JP) - Heart hurts (Kokoro ga itai) ]
So I drift away with the pain that I carry inside [Whisper (JP) - Pain (Itami) ]
Too much pain to show
Too much pain to know [Whisper]
All I want is to be accepted for who I am
All I want is to be free
As I sit here thinking of what life really means
Of what it might be like to be loved by everyone [Whisper (JP) - Love (Ai) ]
Instead of being shut out by everyone [Whisper (JP) - Alone (Hitori) ]
Chorus:
They say they love me.
But I don't believe it. [Whisper (JP) - Don't believe (Shinjinai) ]
You can see
See it in their eyes. [Whisper (JP) (Me ni mieru) ]
I'm just a burden on them
I want…
No, I need to end this now
Oh, God how,
Oh, how do I do this.
All I want is to be free.
I'm drifting
Drifting towards the light
I see it now
The light I have been longing for
For all these years
I see the answer
Should I tell anyone?
No, they won't care
Because,
Chorus
All these years
Now I know
I know what to do
Though I [will] miss a lot of my life
It should stop the pain
The infection
No, this conflict inside me
It's the only way.
The only way [Whispers]
To be set free
To be rid of all my pain
All the tears [Whisper (JP) - Tears (Namida) ]
All the burden
My parents wouldn't mind. [Whisper (JP) - Family (Kazoku) ]
No they won't.
My friends [Whisper (JP) - Friends (Tomodachi) ]
They wouldn't give it a second thought.
This one boy. [Whisper (JP) - Boy (Otoko) ]
This one boy I longed so badly to notice me
He wouldn't even notice.
I don't have a purpose.
They all don't have a clue
Of what I endure
No idea
NO IDEA! [Shouts]
Of what it's like to be me.
They all say, 'I know what you're going through, it'll pass'
No it doesn't!
NO IT DOESN'T! [Shouts]
Chorus
I'm all alone
With nothing to do
No one can see me [ Whisper (JP) - Can't see anyone (Daremo mienai) ]
Not even you
So why bother looking?
You'll only see air [Whisper (JP) - Wind (Kaze) ]
It's really not fair
I'm left out in the cold [Whisper (JP) - I'm cold (Samui yo) ]
There no more happiness for me to hold [Whisper (JP) - I'm all alone (Hitori da yo) ]
I'm all alone so now's the time [Whisper (JP) - It's time. (Jikan da yo) ]
Time for me to say,
Good bye [Loud whisper]
[Whisper (JP) - Bye (Sayonara) ]