One Second Poem by Alex Xhires

Am I one second closer to heaven,
Or one second closer to hell.
Will I see pictures of paradise when I die?
Or just nothing that stands still.

Tell me, I want know.
I really don't want to be played around with.
This is not for show.
God, why did you put me this way?
I feel like you played around with me,
and now I've gone astray.

Does this fit into your plan,
whether it be heaven or earth?
Cause I really hate this place,
and it's starting to hurt.

I stand still, realizing this may be a dream.
So I will not take to heart, the pleas that be.
But one day, I know I will find the real me.
In your heaven, or on this earthly scene.