Not Understood Poem by Carrie Salazar

noone understands me.
Understands why I cut
why I struggle not to cut
noone understands why.

Why is because of all the pain
that I don’t want to deal with
why? Cuz I sometimes hate the way my life is
cuz of al the stress.

I get told that one day I will go to far
they don’t get that
I don’t want to die
I want to end the pain.

Its so hard for them 2 understand
they keep bringing up that I am a Christian
but they don’t get that its so hard to quit
that its all I known for over 2 years

I hate what i do
but it sometimes what I resort to
is it so wrong to do it?
Even though I am Christian.