Nothing New Poem by Carrie Salazar

its nothing new for u to rag on me
its nothing new for me to pretend like it don't hurt
its nothing new for me to start shutting down without any one noticing

so why do u rag on me
why cant u be happy with who i am
why cant u see i try to my best

its nothing new
its always the same
but why cant i just get used to it

why cant i forget what u say
why cant i believe in myself
why can i not trust myself

its nothing new to me
its nothing new to you
its always going to be like this.