Not Titled Poem by Michael Murphy

each day that passes by
reminds me constantly just how I try
to overcome my adversities & numb thing that're hurtin me
& extinguish the inferno, all this fire that is burnig me

this week.. it seems to drag on
trying to figure out how it all went wrong...
I sit and ponder as my mind starts to wonder
I try to stay afloat, , kinda scared I'm going UNDERRRRR




as i I sink to the bottom the my inevitable demise
these chains anchor me to the reckage left behind
I cry out for you..I have nothing left to lose
completely out of breath I close my eyes I pray for you.....................






each moment I reminisce
I get caught between hatred and bliss
to love someone so dear, so what?
The pain has tore this heart apart

each year it seem to reappear
certain dates recreates these forgotten nightmares
and I lay there a ponder, will I ever grow stronger
try so hard to traed the waters.. yet I am still going UN-DERRRRRRR.... OH WHOH OH OH




As I sink once again until I hit the rock bottom
dejavu yes its true coulda sworn that I've forgotten
WHY I CRY OUT FOR YOU, I haven't got a clueeee..............


ohh.....

so why, do I... miss the one who causes these scars
and why, ..would I cry for the one who broke my heart
I said NOW WHY SHOULD I TRY.. WHEN IT WAS DAMAGED FROM THE START..
Ohh why....





Growing older now..severing regrets
my soul although forgiving, this heart will not forget
I don't need nobody... don't want your lies
don't yearn your baggage or your empty eyes
I won't waste my hate, won't waste my time
after this song, I won't waste one more line
all the effort put forth.. exhasted my drive
I'll dedicate my energy to living my lifeee.........






as I sink to the bottom for the very last time
as these chains drift away along with the pain I kept inside
I hear my name fade away from the ghost you left behind
for there nothing else to say I turn my head to wave goodbye
dejavu, I swear it's true.. I have felt this way before
I'll ride the waves..until the day til both my feet they touch the floor
I'm moving on, growing strong I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMOREeeee..............
ohh....as I wake up this morning I have weathered... this storm


M.Murphy
2-26/27-2010