Nightmare Poem by Roger Harrison

My life is one big nightmare

More horror than I can bear

I am ready to drink the Kool-Aid

Pay for all of the mistakes I have made

All of the flaws that make up my mind

Are made up from the generations behind

All my doubts and all my insanity

Are all fragments that makeup me

I am at a crossroad and I must decide

To live in life long pain or pain free suicide

From my suffering I cannot be saved

Until I am laid forever in my grave