New Year's Resolution Poem by crystal dark

my new year's resolution was
to give up loving you
stop remembering you.....
to create my own realm
wiyhout you........
if the only reason for me to live
is you.......
then i'll cease living
and kill the 'you'
inside me
get rid of you...........
and withdraw from dreams' world
to somewhere new
with no existence of you
the elf who freaks me
and puts my smile into curfew
your love was a flu
hunted and limited my soul
till i found a clue
to trace my freedom through
live the happiness as a dropp of dew
that found it's way to the big blue