Near Me, Still Far Away Poem by Sharjeel Shahid

Loads of pretty girls after me
but there is none with who i want with to be

Screwed up destiny
feels like no more of we
i left cause there is absolutely no hope i see

I look at you from faraway, but i hide
you might think im a pithole
but my heart doesnt agree

when you face your back, dont turn
cause i follow you behind
i wanted to be locked up in your cell
didnt want to be free

when i loose sight,
i freak out and look for you to find
all i talked about and thought about was you
i named you she

now i made a mistake
i wish there was a rewind
i lost all my emotions
im a robot
its a blank mind

from faraway i try to make focus in your eyes
zoom
then for a second eyes come in contact, emotional blast!
boom
feels without you lifes a doom.