You Walked Out.. Poem by Sharjeel Shahid

this is the time.. the beat moves in my head....
cant move...
lay still in my bed..
wish i am dead...
wish my lyrics no one read...
wish you never in the first place lead...

i just ran a thousand mile,
all just in a while,

all things for you i did,
God snatches you away, God forbid...

i was in the sky,
your presence made me fly,

im falling down now,
holding my tears back,
trying not to cry,

hope, my life drowns,
no one sees me, no one hears from me anymore in town,
just out of me made a stupid funny clown,

everything i do, me, my self a lie...
i better kill my conscious, or else i go die,
im not worthy enough, dont even wish me bye,
u can just walk away and go...

but just to let every one know,
im not running away from the struggles,
its just i cant concentrate on life as it juggles,

you took me wrong,
i would have never passed through like a breeze,
you know me i would have waited even long,
i didnt stand there watching u walk out with ease...

you lifted me from the ground,
but now its just you...every where spinning around...........