I Told Her 'I Love U' Poem by Sharjeel Shahid

As i write this the law of attraction pulls you by
im concentrating on what i feel,
when i see you sitting beside and saying 'hi'

i couldnt believe it,
it was like a fake dream, a lie!
why would she return to rescue
not letting my love die

right there and then i wished i could cry
but i held my tears back
because in real
the tear was the pearl of love
i hid in my eye

i thought when i told her that
all i felt for her
was not fake, she wanted me to disappear
wave me bye

i thought of her often, not bad all pure
she held me right now, when was left alone
i knew if she wasn't beside
every second had been sour

she told me it wasn't hard to sit beside
in my heart i knew it was my only cure

but i couldnt help picuturing her reaction when i owned it
she made disgusted faces, yelled
and i heard a roar

i wasnt stupid just accepting it
i knew whatever she said then, she didnt mean
later i do get adore

and now its all back to normal
just time for some colours to pour
i prayed that you return and you come back
there are wishes which wont come true
but im not sure

i hope you love me back
but if i have to try harder
ill love you even more than before