Narcissistic Abuse Poem by Poetic Judy Emery

NARCISSISTIC ABUSE

Have you ever felt you was going out of your mind?
Every time that one person you thought loved you
Was all for you, but then when he opens his mouth
All you hear is the hast and lies to twist on your mind,
While behind your back, he is telling others terrible things
about your relationship that aren't even true
just to keep them away from you.
With time, you could see the personality change with all
The bad experiences he has put you though.
But somehow keep making excuses for his behavior,
Even though he is crippling your life.
You can feel the cuts he is putting on your heart
Each word of his abuse takes you into a state of darkness,
Where you start to feel this longing to be set free…
Of this lifetime agony of mental abuse.
Oh, how the cluster of words of hate
Gives the sharpest of pains that bring on the rain,
The symptoms of your trueness of loneliness
Started when you that you found true love,
But with time you start to understand it was all lies,
And realis you are a victim of a narcissist.
His love was never love, he just wanted to control
Every part of your life, blind side you from what is right.
Taken over your mind,
to hold you captive in his own nightmare of ‘'emotional abuse
of manipulation'' But he puts on an act of the nice guy
who truly loves you around others, trying to hide himself
of what he really is behind closed doors.
But when you start to learn to stand up for yourself,
He starts to make you look like you are crazy in the eyes
Of the paparazzi…where he starts to do the blame shifting
To make you feel miserable about yourself
To make you doubt who you are and what your worth is in life,
He mislabels your kindness for weakness.
He is a master of a narcissistic abuser,
But disguised himself of a nice guy with charm.
But all he really is, is a true emotional manipulator,
I write about my abuser all the time. I call him DARK ANGEL.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017 Time 9: 20AM 017