My Secret Love Poem by Jennieve Enano

it's been a year,
when i first saw you near;
i glance at you with blinking eyes;
seeing you with delight.

i tried to be close to you,
but i just couldn't do:
leaving the place where you stay;
made me feel so dismay.

from then on i long
to hold you alone,
and do hold you still
until forever.

it's really been a year now;
i came back to where you were before,
and see you were there, no more;
wherever you are, i didn't know.

i spread my eyes inside;
hoping somewhere i could find
a trace of your dust beside
which lingers in my mind.

'i have to leave now' i decided;
my mind which was awfully shattered;
i feel really hurt and tormented;
just i saw you tossed and crumpled.

the way you look seems to plea;
asking to be kept by me;
held and covered so neatly;
touched by my palm tenderly.

'yes it's been years ' i said;
to me you're the best thing.
a magus of my knowledge;
a book i ever desire.