My Childhood Poem by Darkangel Flyfree

My childhood is not one
you want to ponder in
nor do i want to relive in
you do not want to go down
this lonely road
you will only come out
repulsed by me
you see i did not have
what most people had
a loving family
that would sit happily
at there dinner table
with conversations of delight
my childhood was unstable and torn
having to defend for myself
no good memories i can call upon
just the bad is all thats left
a gray murky cloud looming
over a little girl
that went through too much
wanting to be loved
but found in wrong places
a past you do not want to see
but my burden alone
alone i must endure in
my childhood was rather rough
but came out tough
fighting battles within
i will keep fighting to the end
you may see me as broken
as seem to be
but i promise you
i will not fall under
but only at gods hands
and gods hands alone
will i let go.