Me And My Addicted Self Poem by a nobody named maui

I close my eyes and clutch my fist
Trying my damn best to resist.

A wicked addiction drives me insane
Pushing me closer to the sweetest grave
For the high it brings, I must insist
As I feel my insides turn and twist.

I lie alone each night upon my rug
And I feel as though I'm on a drug
It's dark in here, no one's in the room
But really, I am not alone.

I feel the thrill course through my blood
Wanting to taste it in my mouth
Day and night, in my head it rings
And all I crave is the escape it brings.

I'd sell my soul, and so much more
To have it at my side, end this torture.
I scream inside, I scream out loud
I cry each night, I curse the world.

It is all very plain to see
Addiction's taken control of me
My saturated veins are flowing
My body flies without my knowing.

I close my eyes and clutch my fist
Not really trying hard to resist.