For you, this is my lust
After I gave all away my trust
I was broken and crushed to dust,
My iron heart gave in to rust.
I knew, when I asked you out
It'll be a wild ride to hell
I should have followed my doubt
I should have climbed up when i fell
Your pride that's always at peak
The endless happiness that you seek
It's rainin' curses when you speak
you always pretend that you're weak
You'll rather be angry than say sorry
You won't stop 'til i say 'ok, you beat me'
You hate the feeling when you're guilty
You even hate it when I ask you if you love me.
For those reasons my desire grew
I was hanging on but my heart blew
My dream to crush your wicked heart is starting to grow too.
Brace yourself because this is my lust to kill you.
For the first week I'll follow you without complain
Endure all the cruelty and pain
And when you feel that you imprisoned me again,
That is when your misery will begin
Earn your trust then fool you,
Start a date then leave you,
Organize a party with the ones that hate you,
Serve the food you hate most then surprise you.
And just to be clear, this ain't revenge,
This is just my lust that's so intense.
A lust to see your tears flow like rivers,
To see you cry 'til you freaking shiver
That feeling of adrenaline,
The blood rush as my heart pump
That moment when you can't hold it in
It's so good I got a goose bump
But I guess this will all be just a dream
Cause as much as I want to hear you scream
You know I can't do that cause we are a team
Just leave me vent out all my steam
And I know even though I got million reasons to leave you,
Somehow I still find a reason to love you
And for that I'll still be with you
Because I know I'll soon love the way you hate me too
Wow! ! This poem is totally intense! ! Your love is bruised and battered, left to die and still you want to give it to another. It sounds like first love which normally doesn't last because it's so emotional and like a roller coaster. I give you credit for hanging in for what seems to be a nightmare, yet you seem to find some dream-like quality in this one you love. Thank you for sharing, I'm sure others can identify with your feelings and emotions also. Really great poem! RoseAnn
I really appreciate your comments Ms. Roseann. I really do! I guess I was madly in love with someone at the time I wrote this.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Verily, the tittle is an oxymoron, an extraordinary form of expression and so, is the poem. I invite you to read my poems
Thanks! Your poem are awesome! . I left some comments as well.