Love Turned Its Back On Me Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Scars shadow my past
Tears taint my present
Dose happiness brighten my future?
My hearts in shambles
My desires unspoken of
The lust for a tabooed love still strong
The taste of poison lingers on my lips
The warmth from your hands still on my hips
My heart beat raced with the though of a kiss
Slip me your hand and bind me to pain
Love is but a path to heart ache
Yet I love the pain it brings
Time and time again I place my self in its mercy
Just to be broken all over again
My hearts becoming fragile and brittle
The tears have forever engraved a place on my face
I stair at the stars and throw off my dreams
The sent of a once desperate desire now faded
The chains that away my hope are jaded
I stair at my reflection and splash it away
What is wrong with me?
Am I meant to endure sorrow for all eternity?
What happened to the light that gave me hope?
What happened to the warmth I felt from love?
I scream into the darkness ' can someone please save me'
The dead silence gives me my answer
I was never worth saving from the beginning
So throw away all my hopes and dreams
Destroy my heart before it can feel again
I can’t take another blow to my battered heart
I can’t sit back and watch the story replay again
Fear ruled my life once, but never again
I’ll fight to keep my heart bound to my soul
Forget about the things you loved
Its in the past and what’s done is done
That’s what I’ll keep telling my self
This is a war you face, and you face it alone
The battle to win love over pain
But will that battle ever be won?