Lost Lover's Eternal Pain Poem by Victoria Tori

Haunted by what could've been.
If only i'd known he was the one.
Signs present itself only to be ignored
By selfish arrogants.
Fear clouded my view,
I chose blindly,
Only to lose the one i needed.
'If only' triggers the gun,
exploding my heart with raw pain,
Everytime i see him.
Truth behold, i know i deserve this.
Truth be told, he deserves better.
Truth is i want to tell him how i feel,
That I revel in the pain he ignites in my soul.
An addictive game of masquerade,
Of holding on to my mask before
Falling to pieces over him.
I've felt the pain of a lost love,
It's eternal.
Felt long after death, i'll mourn the lose of him.
If only....desire didnt keep us apart.
If only fear of living didnt torture me.
If only i'd known.