Victoria Tori

Everyday is a struggle
Each day harder then the last
A voice deep down inside taunting me
Telling me to relieve the pain, the stress
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When I was just 18 months old
My real father left me
You stepped up
And raised me as your own child
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Every night, after each day that goes by,
I lie awake in my bed feeling weak;
Emotionally, mentally, physically.
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I cut myself
I want to run away
I want to kill myself
All the devil’s doings
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You are my light
When I’m surrounded
In darkness.
You are my courage
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It's like living in hell.
Constant torture
Gruesome smells.
Death paints the
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Staring at my wrists,
All the lines are twists.

Blood creeping out,
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Deep down
Locked away,
In a small beaten box
Wrapped with rusted chains,
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Not be able to talk
to you in a week has
torn me down.
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Fate gave me a wonderful gift
And i love him so much.
I'm brave enough to admit
That i'm vulnerable now.
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I live on the verge of death
Like russian roulette,
With a blade and my veins.
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Not only did i feel it
But heard my heart
Shatter as it hit the ground.
Betrayal was the weapon you
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Not only did i felt it but heard my heart shatter
as it hit the ground betrayal was the weapon
you chose to ruin us both.
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When u ripped my heart out,
Could u feel it?
The pain beating in within it,
The screams echoing as it bleeds.
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Haunted by what could've been.
If only i'd known he was the one.
Signs present itself only to be ignored
By selfish arrogants.
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Tainted Mind

My mind runs wild with hope
Held back by chains of life.
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Every days a battle,
Another days a risk.
Everythings stacked against us.
Any second it could go all wrong,
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He and him are two different men.
Choose one to lose the other.
How had i gotten so lost?
Blinded by both their
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I'm tired of being someone i'm not
I'm tired of pleasing everyone
I'm tired of people controlling me
Telling me what to do
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