Lost... Poem by Deepan S

I still have your pic on my mobilephone,
While you have someone else thinking about you.
I kiss you every night in my dreams
While you are kissing your man.
I couldn’t give you the money
But I had lots n lots of love that you needed
Now you have both
And I have just my love n loneliness.
I needed you
And you needed them to be happy.
May be I am not close to mine..
But I know for real…. I can love someone so much that I lose myself in it.
My life still goes on in the journey like every one else’s does
Yours does the same..
The difference… you have the love of your life
N I…………..I am love.. don’t know what to do of myself..
Am I done for this life?
Hey I am 27… but I believe its worth not more than 30.
Kill me now… what am I gonna do now anyway without you...