Cried Till Death Poem by Deepan S

I have cried myself to death, now I am just a dead man walking on…
Smiles once in while… spreads smiles... but whats beneath..
Is the cancer called love killing… the world never leaves me alone…
No complaints no one sees it…so I still walk…
Lost my heart n soul for long… I am tired
Tired of crying myself to death..
Back then I could see me walking a path chosen…
Now I am lost in the crowd frozen…
Where am I except once in a while in the mirror, even that’s my reflection..
And its aint no more like me..
Life is uncertain for sure…where am I going I don’t know any more
I see people in the crowd talking about what they want from life….I see some having got all… whats your point you are still in the crowd!
Me…searching in my mind… the million dollar question “what would drive me? ”
Last time something drove me crazy… when I fell head over heals for that lady
The question remains what would drive me?
In the frozen crowd I struggle to move my way out
I am stuck coz I have no clue of directions, hope I am not going back again.
I would lead the way someday
Few things have helped me aloft, but whats my ray of hope?
I have no answers for half the questions asked.. need to have them asap
I always believed that time heals all, except I guess ‘me’… its just running away from me…