Lost Poem by Natasha Edwards

where are you
that i may find sone peace
you were there
and now your gone

I am lost
as I believe you are also
but you strayed
and unable to find your way back
to me
to us

you said it was drunken bullshit
and it meant nothing
but it did
to me

Now I am lost
and unable ot find my way back
to me

my throat is raw
my hands cold

I depise you
yet feel sorry for you

Why, when you had everything here?
It's not just the silly football players with millions
is it
it's people like us with nothing

I hope I heal
and find someone who will cherish me
and treat me like a princess
that will take photo's of me
and read to me
just because....