Lost Poem by AURORA BANNECKJ
Lost
Every time I see him it breaks my heart
I'm lost with out him
I wonder y she gets the best of him
I tried to love him but he tore me apart
he wont say y he left but he lied too me
he said I was the only one
but he was only in it for the chase
how can I go on one more day
y did I give my heart to him
y did he use me I gave up so much too
what was it for to go through hell
when will everything be just fine
I wish we still could have been but who knew u weren't right
I wish you could feel what pain I'm in
when will I wake up and see everything okay
I got someone new who will make things great
all I got to say is I hope u love her
I guess this is all I want to say
I really never wanted u anyways
thanks for proving most guys are a****
thanks for showing me that I belong with him
sometimes I wished I would slow down but u change that for me
with him I don't have to worry
with her your always will wonder
yes even seeing u put me through hell
the little thing he does makes life great to forget u
I would not change what u did
u simply helped me see
all the great potential in him
our moment wasn't as perfect as I thought
but he sure did make up for what I lost
I lost my mind thanks to u
I lost my heart and was afraid to love again
I lost so much trust
I even lost a brother
u will never know how much I lost
thank for the insanity u put me through
thank for showing me we don't belong
thank for choosing her it best thing u helped me with
but most of all thank u bitch
I use to think I always needed u
I am now independent and having fun
I held on to every word that u fed me
I believe that we would always be
I found a place so safe there is not even a single tear
I think I found a place so clear that I will hold on to it
I wouldn't change this feeling about it
my heart may not be fully repaired but my mind is helping the brilliance
why didn't I know the dance u were playing
y did u control me like a doll
how dumb was I to follow u
y did I let u take the lead
your love was so contagious
now that I have cried over u your like a plaque
there is no way I can keep my thoughts so silent
I just wish I never took a chance on u or that u two would die
I know it outrageous
but I cant get it out of my mind it way to damn contagious.
U said to me your not alone together we stand ill be by your side just take my hand
the moment I did that I went to hell
you screwed me over till I about drugged my self
thank for putting me through this
thanks for all the heart ache too
with a bottle in my hand and anger building up all I got to say is I really believed in you
when it was the end the was no place to go I just gave in
I cant hold on I lost to much
I lost my ability to love
and I lost a lot of trust
I hate everything about you
I hate that look and smile that breaks my heart
I hate how u still turn me on
I don't want u by my side I cant hold on any longer
I got to give in I'm not that strong
there is nothing u can say or do
I really did believe in u
okay...well, i feel pity on u. teenage-love-heartbroken. it really doesn't matter how u wrote it, it's just the story on which m focusing... authentic and yea...it really seems u were in real and true love with him and he considered u as a toy and just played nd threw away . u know, while reading, i was not at all thinkin if any poetic device u hav used or abt ur rhyming scheme or anythin...all i was lost in the pain u suffered after gettin ditched.... i tried to put myself in ur place and thought for a minute how wud i feel if some one wud hav done smt like this to me nd then i re read the poem. blv me...the main work of a poet is to to feel the reader what he/she felt nd i guess u hav done a gr8 job... sometimes it really doesn't matter if u hav jot down some words and they dont rhyme...poetry is also another form of xpressin our feelings which cant be expressed by any other way. u r an independent girl...stiffen up....u dont need him now....take a cool breath and 4get him like a nightmare... nd yea....do not do the mistake of misjudging a person b4 fallin in luv with him.... hope ur life will become jolly soon :)
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4/30/2024 2:55:24 PM # 1.0.0.1119
I lost my mind thanks to u I lost my heart and was afraid to love again I lost so much trust I even lost a brother u will never know how much I lost thank for the insanity u put me through thank for showing me we don't belong thank for choosing her it best thing u helped me with but most of all thank u bitch those are my favourite lines this is very deep and sad. i like it alot your poem has so much to tell seeing that you spoken everything from your heart i placed it into poetry i simply amazing :)