Little Rain Poem by Jean Luna

Your gaze pierce my heart and my soul
As mine backs off for things I haven't told
Afraid that you'll see what it must not show
I'm so tired of thinking where this could go

I know now why it troubles me to face the mirror
For I regret the times that I didn't look deeper
How could I not see that girl beyond your eyes
Now my heart stays cold while cloth with lies

I hid that your smile swept my worries and fears
All those doubts I've been trying to melt for years
But now the mere truth doesn't need to be heard
For in a short message you made everything clear

You said:
'I miss her so much and
I need her every touch'
It's painful that your eyes are just for her
And you smile to her much sweeter

So here I am lost, can't find my way back
I'm drowning on my tears and my foot is locked
To thoughts of rejection, foolishness and pain
I was punished for a wish of just little rain


I'm jealous...
Every inch of my soul is
Jealous for a man that I never had

I'm foolish...
I'm tire to believe somehow
Where is my rain now?