Life Troubles - Fate Poem by Phoenix Blood

Why was i born?
If i was torn,
Was it on purpose?
to make me just a corpus,
Mom said i was a misfortune,
The perfect place for me is a coffin,
Got some beatings from Dad,
Was laughed at by some lad,
i turned sixteen,
looking forward to a guy aged eighteen,
Why did we make up?
When we had to break up,
Now i sit alone, helpless,
waiting for somebody, someone selfless
I know it'll never happen that I'm sure of,
Still, my hopes shall never shatter, as again, I'm in love.

It is two years from then,
When i was deceived again,
Why had this to happen?
As now I'm drunken,
Nothing to love and nothing to hate,
I shall say it's nothing but my fate,
I guess Mom was right all this time,
That I'm even worse than slime!
let me tell you one thing,
I'm in need of something to cling,
If you're kind,
Then I don't mind,
Let me hold your hand and feel free,
I know it'll never happen, as I see,
My future beholds,
Some mysterious folds,
I shall wait,
And wait for my fate.