Just Poem by jasmine ellis

I wish everyday was beautiful
sunny
without confusion
sweet as honey
heaing birds chirp
i take a deep breath
it doesnt hurt as much
the wind coolin my body
my hair blows
without a protest
life only now seems beautiful
i feel beautiful
i wish to love
to be loved
real love
i dont know what real is
how to be real
how to deal
with all these unexpected problems
i smile as a yellow butterfly
goes about freely
happily
i lose yourself
just to find another
confused me