jasmine ellis

i know we all have to leave
we all have to die
i say it over and over
in my head
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i wak up every morning
feeling something empty inside
i tried to hide the sadness i behold
im being bold
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seeing things that are not there
hearing things with sounds you cant bare
holding something whose hands are frozen
saying words that you hadnt chose to be spoken
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They say you never get over your first
theyre right
im not, dont think i ever will because
that was different
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no more words
not no more pain
more pain
more games
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maybe she loves the way you walk right pass her without saying a word
maybe, just maybe she loves the way it hurts
she loves the agony the pain
she has gained
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you should be mad
real mad
that you have someone that really cares about you
you should be sad
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There is a saying
'Dont Fear Anything But Fear Itself'
But that has no affect
on someone who rejects
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its goin be a good while
cuz chile........
how could u do this
you must have missed
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why cant you just leave me alone
let me be
dont even call my cell phone
there is no more you and me
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josh, i hope you dont think
that i could even blink
at the thought of me hatin you
that could never be
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it makes me laugh
thinkin about it
love is a bully that can hit
hard to your heart
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dont look at them
look at me
i saw wut you did to him
you should have let it be
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so much hurt and pain
more to lose
nothin to gain
im so cold
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im sick and tired of getting attached to one
havin fun
the love had begun
conversin with them
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you know it aint fair
you aint blind
there is no glare
im just confused right now
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why do i get left behind
like a rich person would do a dime
while poor people would pick it up on their way to a welfare line
do you even remember my name
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what am i suppose to do
i cant help that im in love with you
what am i suppose to say
my feelings get deeper everyday
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a long line of servings
i take a little of each
some more than others
some i cant reach
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I wish everyday was beautiful
sunny
without confusion
sweet as honey
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