John Poem by Sarah Pajarillo

(This is also a very old poem made in 2001)

She layed awake
the bitter silence filled her ears with an uproar of hatred.
She tried drowning it out, but the content
was too much to conceive.
She had nobody to talk to
(No one cares!)

They all ignore the cries!
Every hit!
Every tear!
Every scar she had received.
All the pain-agony
this 'man' put her through.
Some knew
Some wish they knew.

She would often wonder why nothing was ever said.
To realize years later- they too were afraid!
She is awake and dying inside.
.

This girl i once knew is now just a memory!
A memory of my past!
-The ghost is haunting

-JOHN-JOHN-JOHN!

YOU'RE NOT HIM!

I'm not him!
I lay awake crying inside!
Quiet, Helpless! This is not me!
I'm not him!