It Will Never Be Me.. (Inproved! !) Poem by Crystal Hayes

I sit here crying
Without a clue why
Behind this face I've been hiding
Hiding from a guy
Who keeps playing my desperate heart like my pain to him means nothing
Each night I pray
For this nothing to become something
But I'm next is all he will say
So I plead to God for what he say is true
It hurts so bad like a mother and her child having to be apart
IF you he only knew
The consequences of my murdered heart
Each time he deceives me
With another girl on his arms
Now I see
I finally see the un heard alarms
My plea can't be answered for it will never be me