It's Just My Akwardness Poem by Artemis Zeus

You see me figit with my hands
The thing that you can't understand
Is I am thinking restlessly
But you just see my Akwardness

Just watch my body move and move
I look like a child who has no room
My heart burns as my stomach churns
But It's Just my Akwardness

When you see me smile wide
You do not see my feelings inside
Strange thoughts occur within my brain
But you don't see this Akwardness

It think about fitting in
I think about this trap I'm in
This bubble that will not pop
You can't understand my Akwardness

They tell me how I don't belong
They say my existence is just wrong
It hurts to hear them everyday
Because they control my Akwardness

I don't like the way I am
This phase that just repeats again
The dreams that haught my living
I hate this jail-celled Akwardness

As much as I want to be
A normal human desperatley
This feeling will never stop
My life is full of Akwardness

My Akwardness occured that day
When I released my hurting pain
I never knew that it would bring
My Akwardness to me

So now I'm forced to live this way
Feeling lonely and having problems everyday
This life I know came straight from Hell
My Akwardness is all my fault