Indescribable Emptyness Aproaches Poem by Noah Ort

indescribable emptyness aproaches

from a corner all its own

it hits me in and wont let me out

when it finally does let me out,

im wounded, without hope

i stagger up, just to get knocked down by the fist of cruelty

then when i try to get up

when i try to move it stings......everywhere

where they stabbed my, they pour salt

some people try to help me up, but only to let me fall again

if i finally do get up it will be because of god

i know i need him, its just i dont know where the rope is

where do i find god? , i ask myself

when my unexpressable sadness kills me like a million beestings

maybe i need to die a little more

for the answer to come.