Imperfect Love Poem by Lucky Sinner

i wonder y god has brought us together
wen we cant b with each other
is he plannin smethin better for the near future
i wudnt wanna question him for he noes better
as i lie down on my bed all i think of is u
the time i started seein u i dint think
i wud fall for u so hard tht i wont b able to recover
now i need u in my lyf for each and every minute
tho i dnt show it doesnt mean i dnt care nd i dnt miss u
i think abt u most of the tym
wishin and hopin i can b with u till the last breath of mine
u showed me love tht i longed for
true luv was found in each and everythin u did for me
and now i cant make u mine coz of the world we live in
i hope its just nt an excuse i cme up with
bt i noe its nt, for each night i think hw i myt b able to
tell the world tht ur the perfect one
and no one else can replace the luv u provide me with
i just hope nd pray to god to keep u happy
for i noe imma hurt u bad
tht its gonna b difficult
i never wanted to b the person who hurts u
thinkin i will the biggest source of pain
kills me frm within, bt its kills me more to know
i aint doin nythin abt the pain im gonna cause u
it kills me to know all i can do is watch u in pain
it kills me to know tht i m nt the best for u, bt the worst u cud hve wished for
for its my fault i shudnt have dragged u
into my life knwon as hell
for all i provide is pain and sufferin
like god has promised the evil doers in holy scripts