Im A Heartbreaker Poem by Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson

Im god damn heartbreaker
Im sposed to lie?
I leave trail of boys left for dead
Im sposed to cry?
I aint trying to make you all die
I cant help it, I've gotta lie
Im trying my hardest not to make you all fall
helping myself get out after all
but what you cant see is me falling back
not seeing what im doing or where im at
you cant see me calling myself again
Cuz all you see is what you get
Im not giving myself out just for you to forget
I aint a toy
and I dont belong to just one boy
you all think you're the one to me now
Im sorry to say i dont give it all to clowns
Im a god damn heart killer
Im supposed to save?
Im a great dream filler
Im sposed to be tame?
Im as wild as fire
and of breaking hearts, i do not tire
no-one can made me stand where im stood
no-one else would do it, only I would
I did it to myself because I could
held myself up, ran away for so long
turned myself into this bomb
I cant help blowing everything up
I gotta admit i like making others cry
I love seeing the silent tears as they all lie
Im trying to stop it before time's gone
trying to creep back to the one place I belong
but I doubt I can do even that
cuz I break hearts no matter where Im at
take it boys I aint gonna change much
Im here for you all to touch
just know that
touch me I will lie
get too close and you will cry
Im a heartbreaker baby
and I've broken too many hearts lately