If Only Ii (Light) * Poem by God is Good

Roaming this now empty world,
no signs of life anywhere.
I know not where to go,
and yet I can't stop walking.
It being years since I've been the last one standing...
yes, I fought, till I could fight no more, I won...
but I still feel different....
feeling older in age,
more tired than ever.....
I dig deep inside myself, but I feel nothing...
I remember no one.
I keep walking, now realizing that there are others...
now noticing their stares, them pointing, laughing.
I'm now in a different world, where not only am I a laughing stalk,
but everyone's throwing things, cursing...
I don't know what's happening, but my feelings aren't hurt,
I'm angry....
the sky is getting dark, everything's shaking,
and without any control over myself,
I let out a wail, and everyone falls.
I feel as though I'm on fire, my chest aching, as if someone's squeezing
my heart.
Then I fall to the ground.
Nearly destroying everything and one.
I get up to move out, again...
This time on my way through a forest, something catches my eye,
There! Between the trees...
I hault....examining what it is I have seen...
But it disappears right before my eyes,
I am never meant to find my light.