If Only I Could Show You Poem by stephanie Ann Lowe

I found out about your other girl friend today,
and the first thing i did, was lie.
about my past,
I would give anything to understand myself,
to finally know the reasons why...
when i feel that you don't want me,
I give you a reason not to.
I love you so deeply,
i cannot bare for you to be wrong.
I lie, to make you feel better, about your decisions,
you've chosen to spend every night with her,
playing tennis, and i was the one who rubbed away the
soreness at night, But i know that you are a good man,
and i know you're always right,
so if i'm not good enough for your loyalty,
then the least i can do, is make you feel better,
about who you've given it to.