Id Est Poem by Melissa Ferrer

You Hear:
'Honey Please past the ketchup'
I mean:
'You crazy Bitch your ruining my life'
There are these hidden meanings
that you cant see through my eyes
These falsified truths
I.e. these straight up lies.

Your hear:
'Yea I love you too'
I mean:
'Bitch Wth is wrong with you
Get away from me can you not see
I want you dead
and return ur head to its rightful owner
I.E. Medusa? '
These lies
I repeat over and over
just to test anyone to see
if im ever appearing
to be me
and if you dont catch on
then im playingmy partjust right
acting how i should
to hid in the dark of night

You hear:
'Yeah Im ok'
I mean:
'Help me im dying inside'
These silent screams
explain the very entity
that stops me
from living
I.E. im dead inside
and to in love with my pride
to aske to be revived.

And now you hear
'I'll miss you dear
for my body is here
but i am gone forever'
And now i mean:
' I'll miss you dear
for my body is here
but im gone forever
I wish you luck
on every last endeavor'
For this one truth
I must say
and say it loud
with my head above the clouds
while my feet is on the ground
my body is detatched on the inside
and stretching on the out
I.E. i dont know what im about
cant make my decision
cant decide my route
cant choose to be me
and bring my inside out
so you can mend it back
together again
so i can see what it truly
means to have a friend
the ones who
actually plan to stay till the end
I.E. A TRUE BLUE FRIEND.
So read my meanings
and please take heed
because i cant exactly promise
Youll like what you read
I.E. Id hate for you to see
that i reapeatedly stab inside
the neverending
spector that is me.