I Wish Things Were Different! Poem by bayla burnett

I remember when we first met
.I couldn't stop smiling and laughing at your jokes even if they weren't funny
I told you what you meant to me time after time
you gave me butterflies...
I would lay in bed and think of you everything from your smile to your touch...
Then secrets came out which left me to cry..
I promised myself I wouldn't let it happen again
I saw you and it reminded me of the first day we met..
I allowed you to steal my heart again..
more secrets uncovered and you stomped on my heart..
In my eyes I hate you so much but my mind tells me different...
now you try and make me smile and only half of my smile is real..
NOW I HAVE NO HEART BUT ONLY THOUGHTS TO REMIND ME YOU WERE MY FIRST and the first to take my heart and the first to throw it away..
I wish things were different...