I'M Tried Poem by laiba shams

I'm tried to think over and over
i'm tried to help you fly up
but were just falling lower and lower
all thats happened in my life
i keep locked in my heart
but then it happens again
and you force the lock apart
no one can feel what family feels like to me
and no one can see how together feels like to be
no one is dearer then my mothers precious soul
even though sometimes she does repell
my goal is to make her whole
without the need to tell
what happens between us
is hard to live
but ill hold your hand
with all the strength i can give
others(rest of the family) may cross limmits
but remember im here
i may be appearently breaking your heart
but i wont let you dare to shed a tear
when i was young you were my moving cradle
my one and only best rhyme
my beautiful, melodious seydel
my majestic hime
daddy may make me mad
my answers may make you sad
my begaviour may not be the best
but ill always respect you from all the rest
dear mama dont get mad
foreget the reason
make me glad
ill be the best i can ever be
but dont forget it all for you
and there are many reasons that hurt me
dear mama forgive me
ill always be better
ill always agree
i promise to you
for i shall never speek
a word that you would never seek
please be the apple of my pie
the blood to my heart
and ill be the blue to your sky
and beauty to your art
ill do you the most favours of all
unless for me, again you should call
i keep all that pains inside my safe
even though i have millions to say
the words on my tounge really do chafe
locked in silence and burning there they lay
just be my only
is all im saying
ill be me and youll be the one you used to be
itll be like your my beautiful flowers
and for you ill do the sparying...... luv form me to mom...