I'M Going Through Incarceration Without Bars Poem by Mara SalvatruchaDemon

I'm feeling tempted like when Adam and eve ate the apple
arms and head start to shake
people around me lairs like the garden of eden snake
i sit up and flee
demons start to envy me
i need to someone love or i'll be crushed
things start to rush
i see angels
my face starts to blush
the earth balances on my thumb
i fly into the wind
so pleasant in my mind
no one cares
about how i feel
i hate to complain
were do i go from here
karma is hard to explain
i made bad choices in life
im feeling lonely and pain
it revolves around my brain
thinking about life when i'm ruminate in my bed
the stress washes away
once i slip down the champayne
realizing that i have to maintain
i appreciate being alive
i can be stupid at times
cause i wasn't using my head
don't get the wrong impression about me
i'm doing right instead
so much things to regret
to much things i cant forget
not sure what i'm living for
but i know i want more
that makes sense to me
the remorse cant be ignore
i haven't felt anything before
but i can though