Mara SalvatruchaDemon

i see myself in a casket
got so much time to reminisce
while i sit here in abyss
i wonder if heaven really exist
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the free for the free
the prison cell is calling me
when death approaches that's what my future will be
gone through temporary restraint
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i want the spotlight like Louis Armstrong
got no idea were i belong
is it in prison, battlefield or dead
all i can go is stay strong
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everyday i use a defense mechanism
i'm at my funeral and who do i see
the devil, god, demons tormenting me
my mom didn't love me man
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i swallow the pain up
drinking alcohol beverages a'till i throw my blood up
i exhale a'till my heart beats up
i live through pressure that disrupt my sleep
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i'm in the clouds
penetrating the skies
i need fulfillment and a purpose before i die
i see discrimination before my eyes
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i'm contiguous with natural forces on earth
i'm feeling power like Kabbalistic Judaism
i have a Positive and negative perception
dont you betray me like juda did to christ
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i saw freemasons do telepathic to control the masses
they caused a nuclear holocaust and release of gases
The lord raised up an adversary and it was hypocrisy
i witness Zechariah in misery
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i walk through The Tesseract with a third eye
the eye of enlightenment
jinns watch my every movement
i saw angels come from the eight hyperplanes
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there this girl in my class
i catch sometimes looking at me
but i be seeing she talking to other dudes sitting beside me
but i know i have no chance
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i swear i see my own death
my mom said its just your own imagination
i got no hope got a heart of frustration
god knows i'm trying to live but my mind is full of hatred and temptation
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i see a reduction in physiological vigor and activity in my life
god i'm wondering why i'm curse
why bother making friends or talking to girls
i got no future like a suicide bomber
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when you have nothing
death seems like a vacation
when you have no one to love you
violence turns into fascination
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trying to feel jubilant inside
but the stress intimidates me
i want to feel energetic
but my efforts were pathetic
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i won't take my life like hilter with cyanide
got nothing to live my mind is full of homicide
i wont be like Paul von Hindenburg a brainwash slave
sometimes i think we live all seeing eye
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what wrong this world
companies trying take everything from you and me
like enron and a.i.g
liberals and conversative's hands all over my piggy bank
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i look at you in
disgust, your fake personality and weakness for lust, my facial
expression are robust, excitement and tingling nerves when the knife
thrust, murder seems so therapeutically cause it takes stress away.love
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you bring me like salmonella typhimurium contamination
no one will control me like i was living in Pinochet dictatorship
i see the united nations in destrution by alien ships
i went through Stigmatization and discrimination
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i feel cursed like person with amputee
there no peace for me
my motor neurons in the brainstem are dead
a demon is in my cerebellum and in my head
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the pain goes down my throat
i give the world a hand choke
its so breathing though
i give drama a throw
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