I Have The Same Scars Poem by Vanessa Stallings

In all the songs that you wrote about me
became a new scar
Its now a physical object that you can
See no matter where u are
Your still writting even when u said you
Have dealt with the pain
And that writting was the only thing that
Kept u from death or going insane
Its been a few years since we have
Been in each others life
Because I had gotten married and was
Someone elses wife
Rumors had circled back to me all the saddness
You went thru back then
I knew my time was coming but i didnt
Know when
Today is the day
So here i lay
You have been silently releasing your scars
And it starts tearing my heart
Emotions and tears fill me letting me know
How u felt when we were apart
My eyes are more open than they have
Ever been
My love for u returns in a cruel form of regrets from then
There is a bond that cant be broken but
Somehow its beginning to crack
Ive been trying everyday to show u im different hoping to win you back
Today I wrote a song and with each line dropped a tear on the page like stars
Its when i saw my reflection thru my words and i saw that now I have the same scars
You are now healed and moving on
Leaving me with all the pain for eternity