I Guess Poem by Carlos Cardona

I guess I can forget
The pain you made
Cause I can not hate
And I guess all I can say is that fate
Didn’t give consent I guess I just wanted
To balm someone for me being depressed

I could only hope that you feel the same
Cause if you still remember my face
Then I will feel good for days and days
And the pain won’t phase me
And the misery won’t daze me




This love was not in vain
I cant complain just because it caused me pain that was just a risk I had to take
And I don’t regret it because it made me stranger my soul you nourished it with your love

And I may say blaspheme and I know that’s not ok I’m just greedy cause I you were perfect to me and I didn’t want to share but the world doesn’t care it has to act far so it took you there I guess they need you there I just hope to see you once again anywhere I don’t care




And I have a child in my heart that scream
Your name cause it needs to be held but forget about me cause they need you there
And that’s not fare hiding you from them
I guess I just don’t want you to feel any pain

I guess I was not good enough for you
Cause I need to let you go I love you so I cant hold you cause love is free and if it doesn’t want to stay with me then its ok it can go and I wont hold a grudge anymore
I will feel sore but with time the wounds will mend and the scares will be memories of our love that we had when we meet


And I have a few things to ask
And If you love me
Can I watch you from afar?
And If you love me
Will you stay away?
And if you love me
Let me stay with these thoughts in my head?
And if you love me
Will you come every now and then& speak?
And if you love me
Can you get with some one better then me
So I can feel happy that you got someone
That you deserve and that can do better and more stuff then I could?
You would do this If you loved me so
I guess I have to go
And let you go cause this pain is starting to get to my head and I will lay in bed with a head ace and for god sake don’t be afraid
To scream to me if you need someone to speak to face to face cause you know were to trace me and I wont spend my time morning over pain of when you left
I will sit here and remember the sunny days we had god It feels like yesterday
I guess I guess that’s what I feel in the end of this mess I guess I guess
p.s. love you and I loved the time we spent
I hope you remember me and hold those memories in your chest